Charthe69eyes' Blog

As you sat next to Kellan and Stephanie, you saw as Kellan better known as Emett in Twilight turned to you and smiled, "Hey nice to meet you Jullie, I'm Kellan"

Smiling at him, you replied, "Oh It's a pleasure to meet you too Kellan and congratulations about the movie"

"Oh thank you! Is going to rock I know" And with that you smiled and nodded your head. "Who's missing?" You heard Stephanie said and you turned to her as Kellan replied, "Robert as usual" With that everyone laughed and shook their heads. You not really understanding just smile.

Steph saw this and spoke up, "Robert is always late for everything and he makes poor excuses about it, you will see" And nodding your head you just heard the chatting around you and replied the usual questions of everyone. Just when you were having a conversation with Ashley Greene (Alice) you heard Steph exclaimed "Finally!" And you turned  your head to see who was there.

A tall boy with a perfect smile was there taking his jacket and placing it on the chair he was supposed to sit since there wasn't any left and replied, "The taxi got lost" And everyone laughed. You knew who he was...he was Robert Pattinson who played Edward Cullen in Twilight. He hadn't noticed you and for that you didn't say hi or anything but kept on chatting with Ashley, "I like your brother's band, HIM's cool"

"Who said HIM?" Popped in Kristen Stewart (Bella) and you smiled as Ashley replied, "Jullie's Ville Valo sister" And saw as Kristen's eyes grew in shocked, "Seriously? Damn that fucking rocks! Now that I see you, you look a lot like him!"

And laughed because this happened all the time to you, first of all they say 'you look like someone but I can't put my finger on it' and when you tell them you are Ville Valo's sister they said 'OH that's why you look so familiar to me, you look a lot like him'.

"Everyone tends to say that" You replied with a laugh and Ashley and Kristen smiled. All through the night you were shocked at how well you were getting along with all the cast, they were all funny and cool to chat with. The only person that you weren't introduced to was Robert that was at the other end of the long table so he didn't even notice you. Not that you care.

You felt someone nudging you and turning around you saw a smiling Steph, "Listen we are going to a bar tonight, care to join us?" She asked and you nodded your head, "Why not, would be cool" You replied smiling and you saw her clapped her hands, "Guys time to go party!" And everyone laughed and stood up.

"Let me help you" Said Kellan as he helped your put your jacket, "Oh thanks" Kind of shocked because he did that, you weren't sure but his smile held something...flirt maybe?. Shrugging that thought out of your head, you just made your way outside with the girls of the cast, Kristen, Ashley and Nikki were chatting non stop while you heard them and smiled when you had to. "Okay lets go get wasted!" Exclaimed Nikki and you all cheered, this was what you liked!

You drunk the entire night with the girls still not being introduced to Robert Pattinson, but somehow you were shocked about that and also dissapointed. Kristen said, "Let's go to the dance floor!" Already wasted and grabbed your hand and Nikki's who pulled Ash and Steph. "Oh girls gone wild!" Yelled Jackson and everyone laughed.

You started dancing and goofing with the girls and were unaware of the guys staring at you, "Who's that chick?" Asked Robert as he had just realized you were there, Jackson turned to him and replied, "That's Juliette, Steph's make up artist"

"She is hot, what is she doing here?" He asked once again as he checked you out.

"She is and Steph invited her seems like she is going to be everywhere, not that it bothers me" He said laughing and Kellan agreed with a grin. Robert looked at both of them and said, "Right like she will notice you with me here" and laughed.

"Hey I saw her first" Fought Kellan jokingly and Robert raising an eyebrow said, "I bet I can get to kiss me tonight"

"Oh yeah? If you do I pay your beers" Replied Jackson and Rob grinned nodding his head. Standing up, he turned to the guys and said, "Watch my magic"

"Go Vampy" Exclaimed Kellan and they all laughed. The rest of the cast left for the hotel since they were too tired to party and some of them had their own husband or wife to stay with.

As you were joking with the girls, you turned around and you could finally take a look at his beautiful and hypnotic blue eyes, Robert's eyes. He had a big smile on his face showing his perect white teeth.

You were too shocked about his beauty that you barely heard when he spoke up, "Hey I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to introduce myself before, I'm Robert Pattinson" He said and you looked at him still lost in his eyes. When he raised an eyebrow questionably because you were intesively looking at him, you shook your head noticing and blushing a bit you cleared your throat,

"Oh nice to meet you, I'm Juliette Valo" And took out your hand to shake with his . Robert noticed the look on your eyes and couldn't help but grin, "Nice to meet you too Jullie" He said your name which such a seductive voice that you had to remind yourself of breathing.

"Want to go have a drink?" He asked still wearing that gorgeus grin of his which left  you breathless. Kristen noticing this nudged you to go on with him. All you could do at that moment was nod your head and loved the way his eyes bright when you did so.

"Come on then" And the two of you walked to the bar taking a seat on one of the many chairs. Robert held his hand up for the batender and he nodded his head on response walking to where we were seat.

"What would you like to eat tonight?" The batender asked to the both of you,

"Two beers...is that okay?" Robert asked turning to you and you swallowed and nodded your head., "Sure" The batender replied and went for your orders.

"What happened to you? The mouse ate your tonge?" Robert grinned and you giggled,

"No, beer it's okay" You replied taking a piece of hair out of your face and put it behind your ear. Rob knew what he was causing you and was glad that his plan was working just fine, this beers were going to be paid by the guys.

You felt someone pocking your shoulder and turning around you shocked, "What are you doing here?"

"Just having a few drinks with the guy partying here in Florida, oh and who is the new guy?" He asked as he wrapped his arm around your waste. Trying to let go of him you replied, "Jussi this is none of your bussiness just go back with the guys" And pushed him aside making him stumble but he gained back his support.

"Oh, getting hardy hard hard. Nice to meet you I'm Jullie's boyfriend" He said standing his hand to Robert.

"Ex boyfriend" You replied and rolled your eyes, "I have such a bad luck that I have to find you in another country and in the bar" And sighed throwing an apologetic look to Robert. He smiled sympathetically but had the look that he didn't want to be right there.

"It's destiny sweetheart. Who is this guy over here?" He asked you but turned his head to him but before you could reply, Robert spoke, "I'm Robert Pattinson. I'm in Twilight's cast and since we are going to be on tour a few weeks I have to get to know her, right?"

Jussi stumbled and got in front of Robert "You fucker don't even dare to touch my girl, deal?" Said drunkily pointing him with his finger. Your mouth hung open hen you saw that and you grabbed him by the arm and obbligated him to look at you, "Jussi! Come on, I'm taking you with the guys, you are unbeliavable" And pushing him you made your way around looking for the guys throwing an apologetical look to Robert for that.

"Jussi you are a fucking moron, I can't believe you!" You yelled at him and pushed him so he walked. Once you spotted the guys sitting in a booth with girls sorrounding them you said pissed off, "Why don't you watch where this fucker goes?"

They looked up in shock since they didn't know you were going to be there and Jyrki, the lead singer of the band The 69 eyes where Jussi played, was the first one to talk,"Jullie, wow what are you doing here?"

"That doesn't matter. This idiot here is cursing the people I am with so just take a look at him because the next time I will call the security guard" You replied, bitchy like. They weren't used to see you like that so they were shocked and so were the girls there.

"I'm your boyfriend!" Yelled Jussi drunkily.

"You are not, so stay away from me" And pushed him to the table. You turned around and walked back to the bar, but Robert wasn't there. You sighed and headed to the table. The girls were back and there was Robert which didn't even look up at you. You sat next to Kristen who asked, "What happened?"

"Ex boyfriend was here! I have such a bad luck I mean dude he lives in fucking Finland and there is millions of places and bars around the world, I have to find him where I am?" You replied pissed off and just taking a beer that was in the table and drowing it.

"I'm sorry! It's okay though just forget about it"

"Yeah he fucking threatened Robert, I'm ashamed" You replied and sighed. Looking up at Robert's side you saw him looking up at you and then turning his head away in disguted. Well that's fucked up, you thought.

You guys made your way back to the hotel as they were staying in the same one as you but in another floor. You said goodnight to everyone but Robert that didn't even stop to say good night, he just walked straight to his room. Going up to yours, you opened the door and stripped off your clothes putting on your pj's and stumbling back in bed. Those blue eyes haunting yours...

The next day, you were just getting ready in the bathroom when you heard your cellphone ringing. "Fuck" You muttered since you were washing your teeth. Spitting the toothpaste you prayed it didn't stop ringing because you hate to have missed calls.

Running to your room, you saw it laying on the bed and picking it without staring at the caller ID, you answered, "Hello?"

"Hey sweet pie it's me Steph!" Said a cheery voice from the other line, smiling you sat on the bed as you replied,

"Hey there Steph, checking if was I already getting ready and not going to run away?"

And heard her laugh, "Kind of by the way don't forget the passport and all that...our first stop is in Florida we meet there with the rest of the cast and all"

Nodding your head, although she couldn't see you, "Okay, got it...I think I'm ready. It's 1 pm so I will have lunch and then leave for the airport, I swear I will be there early"

"Okay then sweetheart, see you later" And hung up. You smiled and walked to the bathroom once again to finish doing your hair and make-up so you could go and have some lunch. Grabbing your bag, you walked outside your apartment and headed to the restaurant that was just in front of your house.

Walking in, you saw Maria the owner of the place, she had known you for a long time since you had always gone to eat there. Giving her a little hug, you went to seat to your usual place and waited for the waiter to come. "Hey Jullie" Said Jon, a tall blonde boy with blue eyes, he was 18 years old but he didn't look like it at all, he was almost twice your size tall. Smiling to him, you replied, "Hey there Jonny, you are getting bigger each day, jezz I feel like a pixie now" Which made him laugh while he took out his notebook and a pen.

"Oh well, I'm getting bigger or you are getting smaller" He joked which made you grin, "What are you having today?"

"Give me the Ceasar salad and a diet coke" You replied and he nodded his head writting it down. "Will be here in a few" And he walked away, while you waited for the food you checked the newspaper that was on the table. You read the tabloids about Twilight and was amazed as how famous it was getting. You remembered that the first time you read the book nobody knew about it but you had learnt to feel in love with it, it was a great book and sure everyone wanted to have a romance like Bella and Edward, that perfect romance that was indestructible. But you didn't believe that they could be real, it was just fiction.

Your thoughts were interrupted by your food getting place in front of you, "Here you go...so Jullie I was wondering mmm do you remember that I once asked you if you could make your brother sign an autograph for me?" He asked nervous and you put your hand to your mouth, "Damn I forgot! And I saw him yesterday, I'm sorry I promise you that when I see him again I will tell you to make you tons"

Laughing, he just shook his head and replied "Don't worry, another time maybe, thank you anyway" He smiled and you swear that if you were younger you would totally have a crush in this boy. He was too cute and beautiful. He left you to your bussiness as you ate your salad and just kept thinking in your mind if you were missing something in your bag for the trip. It always happened to you that you forgot something and it pissed you off.

Finishing with it, you said goodbye to Maria and Jon and told them you were going to see you next time you got back and they wished you good luck. Crossing the street, you got into your apartment once again and saw that you had a little bit of an hour until you had to go. So you just sat in the living room and watched some TV.

When you looked at the clock once again, you saw that it was time to get going. Grabbing your bags from your bedroom you dragged them to your living room and proceeded to grab your hand bag and put the cigarettes and cellphone on it. Looking around, you concluded that you didn't forget anything and walking out you locked the door and pushed the bags downstairs to your car.

Grabbing your cell, you called your friend Jeremy (professional skater), while you drove to the airport, "Hey Jer, listen can you do me a favor?"

"Sure thing, doll" Replied him and waited for you to continue, "Look I'm on my way to the airport can I pick you up so you can bring my car back home?"

"Yup, I'm at Jim's shop so pick me up from there"

"Cool, I'm a few blocks away so be ready" And with that you hung up and threw your cellphone back in your hand bag. Pressing the horn as you were now standing at the skater's shop where another friend of yours, Jim, worked. You saw a tall brown haired guy with black sunglasses walked out with a huge smile, that was Jeremy for you. Opening the door, he got in and said, "What's up gal?"

"I need to get to the airport I promised I wouldn't be late" You said as you started driving. You catched on everything with Jeremy and he promised to take care of your house. You smiled and thanked him and as you parked your car in the airport park lot you were glad you arrived early.

"Let me help you with that" Jeremy said as he grabbed two of your three bags, they were the heaviest so you exclaimed, "No! Let me have one of those" And he just laughed and replied, "I'm strong don't worry" And gave you a cooky smile , you rolled your eyes but did the same.

Once you arrived to your gate, you saw Steph waiting for you with a tall man with short black hair and ice blue eyes, you assumed that was his husband. "Jullie!" She screamed as she saw you coming with a big smile on her face. She waited until you approached her and gave you a hug, "She is the one that saves my image all the time" She said looking up at the man who smiled and took his hand to shake with you, "Nice to meet you, I'm Seth" The man said and you shook hands,

"He is my husband" Steph said and you smiled while nodding your head, "Nice to meet you too, I'm Jullie"

"I thought so" He replied half smiling and you giggled. And turning around you saw Jeremy holding your two bags, "Oh this is my friend, Jeremy. Jeremy, Steph, Steph, Jeremy" You introduced them as the two of them shook hands and heard Steph said, "Just friend huh?" And winked at you. You laughed and nodded your head, "Just friends" Jeremy shook hands with Seth and as your plane was being called, you turned to Jeremy and gave him a hug, "Take care of my house for me"

And you saw him wink and smile at you, "Don't you worry, have fun doll" And with that you left and got into the plane. You were seated next to Steph and next to her it was his husband. You put the belt and waited for it to take off. Somehow planes had always made you sleepy and you ended up sleeping all the flight even if you were tired or not. And by the time you woke up, you were landing in Florida.

"We are here" You heard Stephenie said and you smiled. Standing up, you walked out of the plane and went to pick up your bags. It wasn't so busy and you were glad about it since you felt still groggy and you wanted to get to the hotel as soon as possible to rest a bit more. Once that was done, the three of you hailed a cab and you heard as Steph ranted on and on about how excited she was for me to meet the cast. You just smiled and nodded your head when you thought you had to.

Arriving to the hotel, you were amazed at the luxury as you were in a 5 stars hotel. And you were more amazed as they gave you your own room. Well everything is going great already, you thought as you walked to your room. "Okay I need you here to do my make up around 8 pm, we are getting together with the cast to have dinner and tomorrow we have the presentation"

Nodding your head, all you wanted to do was sleep a bit so you could be fresh for later and checking your watch you saw that you had two hours to go. "Sure, I will be there by 8" And saying 'see you' you got into your suite and went straight to the bed. Falling into it, you dripped into sleep land...

The suite's phone rang violently as you were dreaming about something perfect, and groaning you stirred your hand that landed on the nightstand and grabbed the phone, "Yeah?"

"Sweetheart you would like to get going" Said Stephenie from the other line and checking your watch you saw that it was 8 already, "Oh I'm so sorry! I'm on my way I've got everything ready" And quickly standing up, you regretted since you stumbled back and almost lost your balance. Putting on your shoes, you didn't have time to take a shower so you decided to go like you were dressed and grabbing your stuff you ran out of your suite to Steph's.

"Here you are" She said smiling and let you in. The two of you quickly walked to the mirror and you made her seat down as you started your work on her. She told you she wanted her make-up smooky yet simple and you prodeceed to do that. You made her hair in loose curls and as you finished you could see her exclaiming, "Wow!"

"You like it?" You asked and smiled while looking at her through the mirror, "I love it! Now go get ready, you are coming with us"

And you shocked, "Me?" You weren't used to it, the people that hired you never invited you anywhere. You had to stay in the hotel or go do whatever you want, "Yes, look I'm not like anyone else, I won't let you stay in the hotel you are coming and having fun with us!"

"Oh well thank you" You said and smiled, "I better start getting ready" And you saw her nodded her head while you walked out with your make-up and ran to your suite again. You had a quick shower and while you went out you wrapped a towel around your body and headed to the bedroom. Going through your bags, you found this beautiful dress:  and put on simple black heels to match the dress. You did your make-up smoky with black eyeshadow and put on clear lipgloss to outshine your lips. You left your straight hair down and checked one more time in the mirror. You looked fine, you thought.

The ride to the restaurant in the limo was just fine, you drunk champagne with Stephanie and his husband that you learnt to know that was a quite person. Just talk when he had too totally opposite to Steph that talked non stop. Not that you bother, you liked to hear people talk and plus it gave you time to think other things and to know the person.

As you arrived, you walked out and straight your dress. You didn't know what you were going to find inside so you just prepared to stay in a corner seeing people talk and talk as you just drown in your thoughts. Eventhough you were outgoing you were used to go out with your client so you didn't know how to behave in that way. But Stephenie didn't bother at all, she thought you were one more of the cast and that you could do whatever you want as long as you made her look pretty.

"Okay, I can see the guys already in. Oh there is Jackson and Peter!" Steph said excitedly as the three of you walked into the restaurant lobby. Steph gave the name of the table to the waiter and he walked us to it. There you saw ten people all seat around. You already knew everyone who were seat there but Stephanie still introduced you after she said hi to everyone, "Guys this is Juliette better known as Jullie, my personal make-up artist and friend" She said and smiled at you. You did the same and waved at them.

"Hello guys, it's a pleasure to meet you all and congratulations for the movie" You said smiling and they all smiled and thanked you.

"Okay, at 5 pm at LA airport, will be there don't you worry" You answered as you tried to write everything Stephenie was telling  you in a sheet of paper and trying to have the phone in your ear.

"Jullie please be puntual, I want you there I can't live without you doing my make-up" Replied Stephenie with a overdramatic tone which made you laughed, "I will be puntual don't you worry, sweetheart, now I gotta go I have my brother visiting me with his jackass friends"

"Okay see you tomorrow!" And with that you hung up and turned to Ville, "Don't let him break my stuff you idiot!" You yelled to Ville as Bam was about to jump from the dinner table to the couch and you were sure he was going to break something on the way. You walked to it before Bam could jump and pushed him off the table.

"Bam I warn you, you break you pay" You said as you put the paper on the back of your jean's pocket, Ville laughed as he sipped on his coffee and helped his friend up. "Who was that?" Asked him as he walked back to his seat in the couch.

"Stephenie Meyer, I'm leaving with her for the Twilight tour" You replied as you went to make yourself a cup of coffee, you needed it badly if you wanted to be alert that Bam and DiCo didn't break anything there but in the end you knew they were going to get their way and break something, that always happened.

"When are you leaving, Jullie?" Asked DiCo as he walked into the living room with you and looking up at him with a suspicious look you replied, "Tomorrow at 5 p.m., when are you leaving guys?"

"We will party tonight here in West Hollywood and then go back to Bam's" Replied Ville as he checked one of your many Vanity Fair magazines from your coffee table, "You did this?" He asked as he pointed to one of your many make-up sessions. You painted a guy like a vampire with blood in his teeths and a girl being converted into a vampire with blood dripping from her neck. It looked perfect and it was one of your favorites sessions.

"Yeah, it looks cool doesn't it?" You asked as Bam peeked from behind the couch to the picture and said, "Woah amazing, we need photoshoots in the Pirate Bar" And looked up at DiCo who grinned and nodded his head ,

"We gotta do that fellow" Replied DiCo who grabbed the cup from your hand and took a sip. You looked at him and smacked his arm, "You should have asked for it and I would have given it to you!"

Ville just shook his head and looked up at you, "I thought I could spend more time with you sis, when are you going to Finland? Mom said you were coming for Christmas" Said Ville tossing the magazine in the same place where you had left it before. Nodding your head and crossing your legs, you replied "I guess so I can't go before that, I have to work with Stephenie for two months for now and Christmas its in four months so we will see"

You kept on chatting with them and trying your hard to keep Bam and DiCo out of breaking something which it was a hard task. Once they were ready to go, you walked with them to the door and you gave each one a hug, with your brother it took longer. You were his little sister no matter that you were old enough to not be call 'little' but he still treat you like it. When you were younger he was always looking after you and you followed him like a puppy since he was your idol. Now when you had finally grow up he couldn't see you as something else but his little sister and he wasn't changing that.

"I love you, sisko (sister in finnish) call me as soon as you get to your next destination" Reminded you Ville and you nodded your head kissing his cheek, "I love you, bro" And with that they left. You closed the door and went about doing your luggage, it didn't take long for you since you tossed everything in the bag. The only thing that you packed carefully was your professional make-up that you had in your silver square box.

"Okay, so I got everything...make-up, clothes, bathroom stuff, passport...Yes, everything" You said to yourself as you double checked your things and zipped the luggage. Walking downstairs, you grabbed a smoke from the kitchen counter and lit it. Puffing the smoke, you again thought about what you were taking and what not.

Hearing your cellphone vibrating in your back pocket, you threw the ashes into the sink and took your cellphone out. It was a text message...from your ex Jussi. Rolling your eyes, you pressed the botton to read it:

"Hey sexy, it's me Jussi. I have just arrived on LA was wondering if we could get together and chat? Would be cool ;), hugs Jussi"

"Already drunk" You said outloud to yourself because if it was a sober Jussi he wouldn't have sent you that. Replying with a 'yes' since you got nothing better to do and you wanted to see the other bandmates, you went upstairs to get ready in jeans mini skirt, black strapless top and black flip flops.

Putting on simple eyeliner and clear lip gloss, you left your hair down and grabbed your bag. On your way to the car you received another text message telling you that they were staying at the Hilton hotel to see them there. Since you had 20 minutes car drive to it, you decided to get going. Opening the door of your black Escalade, you got in and started the engine. HIM came blasting on your speakers and you smiled as you sang to your brother's voice.

Arriving to the hotel, you parked your car and walked inside, you instantly saw them in the bar drinking some beers. Shaking your head, you walked to them and seeing Jyrki first, he smiled and yelled, "Jullie!" And ran to you hugging the shit out of you. You hugged him back and kissed his cheek, this guy was amazing and his mood swings were something to not mess up with, one moment he could totally ignore you like you were nothing and the other you are his bestfriend.

"Hey Jyrk" You replied and went to hug everybody but Jussi. You didn't care to show that you two had a different relationship liek with the others, they knew it already since you were always fighting. You waved your hand at Jussi and he just looked at you. "Why, no hug for me?" He asked as he walked to you and wrapped his warms and musculars arms around your body.

As he pressed his lips to your neck you could felt the alcohol in his breath. Sighing you pushed him off and tried not to see the dissapointed look on his face. "So guys what are you doing here?"

Jyrki was the first one to offer you a seat and you took it gadly, you saw the irritaded look that Jussi sent his way but decidede to ignore it. "Well we are doing some promotion and starting to record the album"

You were sat in between Jussi and Jyrki and in front of you it was Bazie, Archzie and Timo. Looking to Jyrki's side you replied, "Really? Can't wait to hear it guys! It's a pity I have to leave tomorrow for work" And they all said 'awww' in unison. You just had to laugh at that it was too damn cute.

"Where are you going?" Asked Bazie as he handed  you a beer bottle. Thanking him, you took a sip before replying, "I'm doing the Twilight tour, presentations and all that. I'm going to be the personal make-up artist from Stephenie Meyer" You replied and saw all the questionable looks on their faces, "She wrote the book guys" And you heard them exclamed 'aah' which again was funny and made you laugh.

Jussi stir his arm so it will rested in the back of your chairs and you just rolled your eyes looking his way. He sent you a grin and a wink kissing your cheek. "Eww stop doing that" You said and he just laughed, he knew that was how you were with him and he didn't bother at all knowing that you didn't mean it he just loved to see you pissed off because that's when you payed more attention to him.

"Seriously guys, I don't even know why you broke up in the first place" Spoke Archzie and you looked at him frustrated but before you could reply Jussi beat you to it, "I don't know either fellow" And grinned. Ugh.

Smacking his arm , you replied "Because he beat the shit of you everyone I met"

"That's not true!" He defended himself and you just looked at him and replied already pissed off, "You did!" And with that the chat turned into a fight in between the two of you everyone staring at you. Bazie tried to give everyone smiles so they would just stop staring but the fight was way to intense, like they always were.

"Guys, come on stop it everyone is staring" Whispered Timo and grabbed your hand from the other side of the table. That broke your hatred thoughts for Jussi and turned around. Timo's calm face made you breath heavily and stopped. You stood up and said, "Okay, I'm leaving"

"No, don't go" Pleaded Jyrki and Jussi stood up, "I'm leaving too" Said Jussi and you looked at him with an unpleasent look , "Then I'm staying" You replied and grinned.

Jussi gave you a look and grabbed your arm, "You are coming with me" And dragged you to the elevator. You didn't want to make an scene in front of everyone was again and just let him drag you. You didn't care since you had many things to tell him yet that you hadn't before and you weren't about to let them inside you.

When you got to his hotel room, he opened the door and walked in, you walked after him and once he stopped and turned to look at you , you put your hands in your hips and waited, "Okay, so what's the problem here?" Asked him as he leaned against the back of the couch.

Raising an eyebrow, you replied sarcastically, "Oh nothing, we are good"

"Don't give me that fucking tone" He replied in your native tonge, finnish. So he was changing it, okay cool, "Well what do you want me to say? It isn't like we don't fight all the time we get together and you ALWAYS start it"

Sighing, he walked to you and his closeness scared you, "Don't you see?" He spoke as he got closer to you, just inches from you.

"See what? How bad you treat me?" You replied in a whisper since he was too close to you to raise your voice. He just shook his head and put his hands on your hips. You wanted to let it go but he was way too strong and wasn't going to realase you until you heard him, "That I still love you"

Shocked about his confession, you just thought it was because he was still drunk and replied, "Jussi you are drunk, come on let me go" You said but he didn't and shook his head placing his lips upon yours. Shocked about this, you just didn't realize how his lips were moving over you until you felt his tonge begging for entrance.

Trying to push him aside, you exclaimed, "Jussi no!" And moved your head to the side so it would break the kiss, Jussi breath in your ear and started kissing your neck as your lips were far from his. He tasted your skin and thought that you smelt so good. "Jussi this is not right" But it felt good...what? No... 

"To hell it is" He breathed on your neck as he bite softly the spot where shoulder and neck met and made you moan a bit. How could you be surrending to him? But as his lips, once yours, were driving you insane you couldn't think about anything else but enjoying the moment.

Jussi was glad that you surrended to him, he knew how his lips work and also knew that you would soon stop pushing him and enjoy it. And as you layed on the bed with his arm wrapped around your naked body, he couldn't think other thing but soon I'm getting you back...

You woke up at 1 am that night with Jussi deep asleep by your side, shocked because what you had just done had no name you pushed the covers and Jussi from you and started getting dressed. Jussi woke up startled and stared at your painful expression as you quickly dressed up. "Where are you going?" He asked with his deep sleepy voice as he once again got hard watching your body.

"I have to go" You replied while clasping your bra and quickly putting on your top. Jussi shook his head and stood up from the bed putting on his boxers that didn't hide the hardness at all and walked to you, "Why do you have to go?"

"Because first this is not right and second I have to go because tomorrow I've got a plane to catch" And looked for your bag that was laying on the couch in the suite's living room. Jussi followed you behind and couldn't believe that you were acting like that after what you two had just done, "So I was just a quick fuck right?"

"Like it wasn't that for you Jussi" You replied not really wanting to pay attention to him, just wanting to leave. The man knew how to drive you insane and he did just for the quick fuck, he knew you two couldn't be together but he still lead the game and then felt sad about it, "For me? No, it wasn't and I thought I made it clear"

"Look Jussi , you were drunk and as much as I'm sorry for continuing with your game I can't. We aren't made for each other and it's obviously that we can't be together anymore. We had tried many times and it didn't work out we can't continue this"

Jussi's eyes filled with anger as you talked and you watched amazed as the lamp that was laying on the table went flying on the wall opposite of the one you were facing. Shaking your head, you didn't want this to happen again so you took a deep breath and tried to calm him down, "Jussi calm down, please we don't have the time to talk now I really have to go"

"No, we need to talk NOW" He spatted and you were glad when you heard a knock on the door and were about to open it but Jussi stopped you, "Whoever you are, get lost!"

"What the fuck is going on in there Jussi?" Yelled Jyrki from the outside and now seeing your only salvation, you went and opened the door. Jyrki stood there, his eyes wided as he heard from his room the loud sound the lamp made as it broke in little pieces against the wall. "I was just leaving" You whispered and looked pleadingly to Jyrki to calm Jussi down.

Jyrki looked up from you and saw Jussi's pissed off face. Kissing the top of your head, "See you and good luck" And moving out of the way so you could walk out, you heard Jussi cursing and Jyrki closing the door behind him. Sighing you fought the tears as you felt so bad about it.

Walking out of your hotel, you went to the park lot and opened your car. Starting the engine you drove back home all the time blaming you for what you had just done with Jussi. You were feeling so sad and angry that you couldn't stop yourself from going further. Every time you did this, you gave hope to a relationship that shouldn't be, you and Jussi weren't meant to be together...

Arriving home, you threw your bag on the couch and went upstairs into the bathroom, no matter how late it was you took a shower taking Jussi's smell from your body and tried to forget about what happened that night. Jussi would soon forget it, or so you thought. But you had other things in mind, tomorrow you were leaving for tour and you hoped everything would come out great...

Okay so this was just an introduction to the story, feel free to comment about it I would really appreaciate it. I want to know If you like it and I should continue or not... Kisses

Loving the Vampire - Robert Pattinson Love Story - Info.

By the way for the people that doesn't know Robert Pattinson is Edward Cullen in Twilight.

Your information:

Looks:

Name:  Juliette Valo

Born: 04-01-1988, Helsinki, Finland

Job: Make-up artist for Vanity Fair and Stephenie Meyer

Likes: To meet new people, sing, photograph, paint, be alone in some peaceful place, music.

Unlikes: Mean and egocentric people, to be told what to do, meat and snobs

Family: Your parents are Anita and Kari Valo. You have to older brothers one is called Ville Valo, the older one, and he is the lead singer from the band called H.I.M., the other one is called Jesse Valo and he plays bass in a band called Iconcrash.

Life: You have left Finland about one year and a half because you were asked to work with Vanity Fair as they had seen some of your work on your internet page, you met Stephenie when she was coming to Vanity Fair for a photoshoot and she loved your work so much and asked you if you could be her personal make-up artist for the Twilight presentations and the like.You had a boyfriend before leaving Finland, his name was Jussi Vuori (See photo scrolling down) and he is also in a band called The 69 eyes, you and him didn't end up very well and you still talk to each other but everytime you do you two fight. All the time you have been working on LA you had became friend with a lot of famous people and very known because of your skills as a make-up artist, you had worked with people such a Scarlett Johanson, Juliette Lewis and the like.

Personality: Outgoing, funny, intelligent and sometimes sarcastic. You like rock music and rock from the 80's.

Here I will put the people you have to know:

Ex-boyfriend Jussi Vuori (Jussi69):

Brothers:

Ville Valo:  Jesse Valo:

Finnish  Best Friends:

Jarno and Jukka (Dudesons): 

Anzi Destruction (Stereo Junks!):  

Nenne aka Henry Lee Roots (Sonic Roots):  

Olliver Twisted (Ex Crashdiet , Reckless Love) :

Ville was determinated on having you move to Finland, he was tired of having you away and now that you were engaged and pregnant he was going to have you with him, even if you didn't like it. But he hadn't told you yet and he didn't know when he would tell you. You were leaving again to USA the next day and now you were packing your belongings as Ville watched you silent.

You decided you were going to leave some clothes there in Ville's house that way the next time you came here you brought less clothes and telling Ville so you didn't get a reply which made you turned around, "Ville...VILLE!" You yelled as he was lost in his own little world and as soon as you yelled his name he went out of his daze.

"Yes darling?" He asked and you raised an eyebrow, "I was telling you that I will leave some clothes here" You replied and he just nodded his head, "Of course dear"

"What were you thinking?" You asked as you folded your last set of clothes. Ville took a deep breath and thought that this was the time to tell you. Standing up, he walked to you and wrapped his arms around you, "Baby I have been thinking" Ville started and you looked at him waiting for him to continue,

"Since we are going to marry and now that you had my childs there, I want you to move permanently to Finland with me" Ville said and you shocked looking at him. You couldn't move out, no, you had your work, family and friends back at USA you couldn't just give up your life and come back to live with Ville.

"I think that's impossible now" You replied and his face fell but soon turned into a hard one with his eyes dark with anger. You knew what was coming next so you tried to form some words so he would look less mad, "I mean I can come and go but Ville I can't give up my life in USA, I have friends, family and my work"

Each word you said pissed Ville more and more, but now it was time for his words "Your family is here too me and our kids, you have friends here too and you can even have work here! I'm not about to settle for seeing my kids once in a while, I want you here permanently so when I come back home from work I can hug my childs and kiss you. I'm tired of seeing you go and come back a month later. I need to hold you in my arms and have you by my side, Carla, understand that"

You watched Ville as your eyes filled with tears, it was true you couldn't be away from him but you have so many things going on back at Los Angeles that you just couldn't move out now, "I can't move out now, give me a few weeks I need to settle down back at LA"

"Fine, I will have Bam helping you there since he is the only one that is back in USA" He said and you shook your head and replied, "No, I can do it on my own If I had Bam's help I wouldn't finish ever, it will be twice worst" You said and smiled, his face seemed to relax after you had told him that you would move out with him and he smiled,

"Do you understand that I can't live without you?" He whispered as he put his hands in the sides of your face and looked deep into your eyes. His words melted you and you were shocked at how he could get mad in a minute and then soften in a minute too.

"I can't live without you either that's why I'm marrying you, remember?" You replied which made him smile and pecked your lips, as soon as the kiss was getting deeper you heard a knock on the bedroom's room, "Yeah Bam?" Ville said as he saw his jackass friend opening the door with a smile. After that night that he was too drunk to go back to the hotel, he had been staying with the two of you since he was going back to USA with you.

"Let's go have some lunch" He said and you nodded your head since you were hungry as hell. Your tummy was getting bigger and bigger and you would love when Ville wrapped his arms around you and rested his hands there. One day when you were laying on the bed watching tv, one of your sons kicked where Ville had his hand and you watched in awe as he quickly sit up straight and simply said, "Woah"

Smiling, you replied, "That was some kick" And rubbed the spot where one of your sons kicked. Ville just watched your tummy and then a smile came across his face, "My sons" And kissed your tummy softly wrapping once again his arms around you, "I love you"

"I love you too" You replied with a smile and cuddled to him.

Bam, Ville and you walked to the a near restaurant, one you have started loving since they had the best food ever and you had sometimes made Ville went out into storming snow to get you food which he did since he didn't want a pissed off pregnant women. Grabbing the menu you started telling the waitress what you wanted to order and she just wrote, you saw as she sent a smile to Ville and you raised an eyebrow, "Excuse will you write what I want or what?"

"I am" She said with an unpleasent look. Ville just looked at you as you smiled and took his hand showing the girl that this was your man, "Well that's all I want" You said and Ville and Bam ordered almost the same, since they changed the soda for some beers.

As soon as the girl left with the orders,  Bam let out a huge laugh, "Man she was giving you 'those' eyes" He said to Ville and you glared at him

"Which and who?" Asked Ville as he wasn't paying attention at the whole situation just thinking many ways of getting you here as soon as possible, "The chick dude, he was giving you the 'I want you' look"

"Well now, he doesn't need that kind of chick because he has me here" You replied to Bam and he laughed once again, "You are getting fat soon you will look like Vito"

And you reached and smacked his arm which made him whined "Don't tell me that! You aren't suppose to tell that to a pregnant women" Ville just looked at his friend and shook his head turning to you, "You look gorgeus baby" And kissed the top of your head.

You stuck your tonge at Bam and rested your head on Ville's shoulder while chat turned to another thing. Ville and Bam had many things to chat well more Bam than Ville but he didn't bother on listening to his friend since he didn't see Bam always. You weren't in the mood to talk since you were hungry and Ville had realized that when you were hungry and didn't eat soon you turned into a maniac.

"Well Missy wants to call him Brandon but there are many brandons in the house and I don't want the baby to be named after me so she went all pissed off and told me to go and sleep on the couch...pregnant women are irritable" Bam said as the waitress came back with our orders, you smiled and understood Missy a lot, men would never be able to understand women.

"Bam, you should calm down, sit and talk about that there is plenty time still until the baby's born" Ville reassured him and Bam just nodded while he took a mouthful of his spaghettis, "Yeah, I know but there was no way that I was going to sleep without her in my arms"

And Ville understood him now too well, if you had done that to him then he would have somehow sneak in the room while you were asleep and layed down with you, he wasn't having anything of that. You were too concentrate in the food that you hardly heard any word going around you. Yeah you were getting a food maniac and it was scaring you since before being pregnant you hardly eat.

But Ville was happy about that since he didn't want to see you like he did a few months ago all tired and unhealthy and now that you had his sons in your womb he wasn't going to let you turn into that again. "I have thought of some names" You started and Ville shook his head knowing that this would ended up like Bam and Missy but the difference was that you were leaving that day, "I like Jukka, Hermanni, Edward, Sebastian"

Ville's face showed that he didn't like any of those, not that he didn't like his middle name but as Bam he wasn't getting anyone named after him, "Mmm, maybe you know Jon?"

You looked at him with a non so good look and asked, "You don't like the names I picked?" And Bam hit Ville with his leg under the table preventing him from saying something wrong, "Eh, oh yeah they are good but yeah eh let's think more we have time" Ville replied insecured and you just glared at him and continued eating.

The lunch was over and you and Bam had to move on if you wanted to get to the airport. Ville secretly wished you will arrive late so you couldn't catch the plane and thought that was very childish of his part. But as childish as it sounded he didn't want to let you go, more now that he was afraid that you could somehow harm yourself, not in purpose, but he knew accidents happened and he didn't want to be away from you so he could protect you.

"Ville, baby It will be okay I'll be back as soon as I can" You said as you saw his pale white face with a sad look. Sighing because you didn't want him sad, you tip toed and pecked his lips softly. It didn't take long for him to take the control of the kiss and Bam tapped his foot on the floor as he cleared his throat.

You pulled away and looked at Bam with an eyebrow raised, "It's my turn" Complained Bam as he moved y ou out of the way and was about to kiss Ville. He just pushed him away , "Jackass" And the three of you laughed. You gave Ville one last kiss are your plane was being called and waved at him as you walked away into the plane.

"Seriously Jussi just keep posing like that" You said as you took photos of one of your favorites bands ever in your own studio back in LA. They had came here to do a tour and they were schedule to make an interview and had a photoshoot which they gadly asked you to do it.

Jussi just laughed and said, "I'm being silly"

"No, you really look sexy like that, another side of the vampire" You replied which made him laugh, you adored to take photos of people laughing or smiling and Jussi was being silly and showing another side of himself that probably fans had never seen and you were glad that you were able to capture it.

"When it's my turn? I want to hear that I'm sexy too by a pregnant woman" Said Jyrki as he stood by your side seeing his bandmate being photographed. You just laughed and shook your head as you pulled your camera down, "That's it Jussi, you are done"

"Aww but I was having fun" Said Jussi as he walked to you so you could show him so photos. He totally loved them and you were very glad he did. It was Jyrki's turn and you had a blast too, those guys were too funny to shoot and you loved everytime you spent with them.

Later that day as you finished with all of them and were heading to the exit you heard Jussi asked, "We are getting Thai tonight, care to join us?" As the sound of food you felt your sons kicking and putting your hand in your stomache you looked up at Jussi and said, "You have just woke them up! And they are madly starving so yes I will join you"

Jussi swore that if he was your husband he would have kissed you at that moment, you looked so beautiful pregnant, he thought. Ville was one lucky bitch. "Okay, since I woke them up I'm paying" And winked at you, you just shook your head once again and laughed.

"I haven't given you your gift yet" You said as you wrapped the towel around your body and got out of the tub and Ville put his pants on as he finished his bussiness. Looking up at you with an eyebrow raised, he said "You want to give it to me now?"

"Well first I want to dress then I will" You said as you walked out of the bathroom and into the room where your suitcase layed on Ville's bed. Zipping the bag open, you looked for something pretty to wear for that night since you were going to dinner with Ville's friends and then to a bar.

Ville walked into the room with a cig hanging from his mouth and he was looking for his lighter, "Have you seen my lighter?" He asked as you grabbed a dress and layed it on the bed, "Look in the kitchen I saw one there" You said as you grabbed your other bag that contained shoes and grabbed a pair of black high heels. Ville walked out and  you saw him as he closed the door. You took a deep breath as you saw the paper pecking from your bag and grabbing it you looked at it and layed it on the bed so you could dress.

Dressing in this dress: , you put on your heels and went to do your hair and make-up. Simple, you left some loose curls cascaded down your back and made your make-up smocky making your green eyes pop out.

"Darling are you ready?" Asked Ville as he knocked on the door, "Yes I am" You said as you grabbed the paper that was laying on the bed and put it behind you. Ville noticed that move and raised an eyebrow, "What's on your back love?"

Taking a gulp since your mouth had suddenly gone dry, you bit your bottom lip and looked up at him, "Love?" He asked once again seeing as how long you were taking. "This is your gift" You said as you pulled the paper away showing a colour photo.

"What's this love?" He asked as he took it and looked at it , at first he didn't understand what it was and then he did and couldn't help but get tears in his eyes, "Those are our sons" And Ville looked up at you shocked, did he hear sons? two babies?...

"Sons?" He went pale as he heard that you were having two kids and you went as pale as him as you thought that he would leave you because of that and wouldn't like the idea of being a father anymore. You looked at him as your eyes filled with tears just like his but they weren't like Ville's tears, his were of happiness your were of sadness that he wouldn't accept you.

"Yes, we are having twins" You said with your voice trembling but just before you felt that you were going to faint, Ville let out a big smile and hugged you, "My god, you have made me more happy than ever" He said as he pulled away and kissed you deep.

You smiled against his lips as silent tears now of happiness left your green eyes and hugged him back, "By the way you look gorgeus" He said as he pulled away from the kiss and looked at you, "Thank you" You replied and kissed his nose,"You look handsome too" as you watched him with his dress black pants, depeche mode's tshirt and dolce and gabbana's jacket.

"I try" He said which made you laugh and made him grin. "So are you happy?" You asked about the babies thing and Ville just nodded his head and smiled big, "Baby this is amazing! I'm having two kids our little sons I told you they were going to be boys"

"Well yes you were right, good job daddy" You said smiling which made him smile and pecked your lips. Ville grabbed your hand as the two of you walked to the living room but before you did, he put the photo of your two kids, that you took when you went to the doctor the day before, and placed it in his pocket, "Im going to show this to everyone, my family is also going so they will die when you see them" He said and you smiled and kissed his lips softly, "Okay"

He put your black jacket around your shoulders and you zipped it up since it was cold outside and you didn't want to get a cold now that you were pregnant and the two of you left for the restaurant. Little did you know a lot was happening tonight...

Arriving at the place you were greeted with everyone and hugged everyone on Ville's family and friends. They all compliment you about your new baby and Ville started passing the photo to everyone and that's when you told them that you weren't having one but two of them. Ville's mom went insane and hugged you while she started crying and you hugged her back.

"I'm so happy about you too!" She said and you smiled and thanked her. After all the greeting, all of you took your seats, there was a lot of people about 30 and there was a long table. You were sitting next to Ville on one side and Jesse, Ville's brother on the other side. The guys from HIM were there along with The 69 eyes' guys and more friends and family. Bam was there also with Novak and as soon as he saw you he hugged you big and congratulated you about the twins, "Now one has to be a singer and the other skater like his godfather, of course me" He said as you laughed and shook your head. 

You talked to Jesse and Audrey that had Thaila on her lap and when you turned around to ask Ville something you saw him secretly talking to Mige that was at his side and as soon as he saw you, he smiled and broke the chat with Mige. You looked at him suspiciously but decided you were better at not knowing but everyone seemed to be suspicious that night.

Ville stood up later that night after toasting because of his birthday and made everyone shut up. You looked at him as you weren't aware of what he was going to do. When everyone was shut up, he smiled down at you and grabbed your hand pulling you on your feet.

"I would like to do something in front of all of you now" He said as you looked at him confused and a smile was upon everyone's face there you were the only one not to know you thought. But as soon as Ville kneeled down in front of you, you knew what it was.

"Carla, I can't even think of my future life without you, you are all I've ever thought of a perfect women and the mother of my childs the one I love with everything in me and the one that had stole my heart completly...please would you make me the honors of marrying me?" He asked as he took a velvet box of his pocket and opened it showing a diamond ring.

Gasping you put your hand on your mouth as your eyes filled with tears. Everyone was unpatiently waiting for you to say the word that all wanted to hear and more than anyone, Ville. But you were spechless and had to take a minute to come back to earth.

"I-I-Ville of course I would love to marry you" You said as finally you started crying, Ville grinned and stood up hugging you tight and giving you the most mind blowing kiss you had ever had. Everyone clapped and once again as you pulled away from Ville they all congratulated you as you were now Mrs. Valo and you couldn't be happier about it.

When everyone decided to move to the bar you and Ville had finally some time alone since all that everyone did was talked about the weeding and baby and didn't let you and Ville a moment a lone, not that you mind you loved to talk about it. "I haven't given you this yet" He said as he took the ring and put it on your finger. You smiled as you looked up into his beautiful emerald eyes and kissed his beautiful lips.

"Thank you baby, you had made me the happiest women alive." You said as you wrapped your arms around his neck and he brought you closed with his arms wrapped around your waist. When he saw a cab coming, he stopped it and the two of you made your way to the bar.

While on the cab Ville held you closed and looked down at you and so as you yawned, "Are you tired, love?" He asked with a smile and you looked up at him trying to trick him since you didn't want to go home and rest the day of his birthday and replied, "Nope, I'm fine"

Ville kissed the top of your head and said, "It's okay if you are too many conmotion today...are you happy to become Mrs. Valo?" He asked as he saw you smiled big and nodded your head, "Yes I am, very much so Mr. Valo" And kissing his lips, you were announced that you arrived to the Ice Bar. Ville payed the cab and the two of you walked hand in hand into the bar where everyone was already drinking.

And as the two walked in they started cheering "Let's do shots for the future parents!" Jussi said as he held a shot from jager in his hand. "We can't drink lovely" You whispered in his ear and he smiled and replied "That's okay we can drink for the two of you!" And once again everyone started cheering

You enjoyed yourself with Ville watching everyone get wasted and laughed at the stupid things they did. Jussi and Jukka from The dudesons, that had joined you later that night, were the more wasted once and as you saw them sharing a kiss you just laughed and rested against Ville's chest sipping on your soda.

As the night died down, you and Ville had to take care of the drunk ones, so grabbing Jussi's hand you started walking him outside. "You take care of Bam Bam, baby" You said to Ville and as he nodded his head you watched him walked inside in search from his friend.

As you waited outside with Jussi by your side and grabbing his hand since he wanted to run down the street, you stopped him and didn't realize that you had left your jacket inside, Jussi just rested against you wasted and knew that any moment he was going to throw up. But as Ville walked to the booth to pick up Bam that was sprawled over the seat, he grabbed your jacket and his friend walking him outside.

"Love, you were forgetting your jacket" Ville said as he put Bam against the wall and sat him on the floor. "Oh thank you, baby" You replied and wanted to put Jussi in the same position as Bam but he wouldn't let go of you. Letting him like that, Ville didn't like it so much but decided not comment anything on it.

Ville stopped a cab and the two of you put Jussi and Bam on the back. You gave the directions to Jussi's house first and as you arrived you walked him into his apartment and put him on the bed. "Rest well darling" You said and walked into the living room where Ville was waiting for you, "Did he finally let go of you?" He asked as he closed the door and you looked up at him and laughed,

"You can't be jealous about him, Ville" You said and Ville looked at you with a serious look which told you exactly that he was indeed jealous. No matter how many times he told himself that you wouldn't cheat on him, he couldn't stand any boy getting near you and touching you.

As you walked back to the cab where Bam was, you grabbed Ville's hand and were glad that he didn't pull away since you knew he was a bit pissed off. Arriving home, you decided Bam could stay there in the guest room and putting him on the bed you let Ville take care of taking Bam's shoes off and the like while you walked to the kitchen to prepare a tea.

As you saw Ville walked in, he passed you by and grabbed the things to make coffee, you just watched him in awe because you couldn't believe he was mad because you took care of Jussi, "We've just got engaged and you are already mad" You said a bit jokingly a bit true as you sipped on your coffee and you saw as Ville's back muscles clenched.

Oh you knew that what you have just said pissed him off even more and you knew he was a red blood man and that you weren't going to get away easily after what you have just said. You watched as he slowly turned around from the coffee machine and his eyes were darker than usual and you gulp as once again your throat went dry.

"Ville, don't get like that" You whispered because you weren't sure what to say next. Ville just looked at you, his eyes totally saying what he was thinking and he thought that actions spoke louder than words, so walking to you he backed you up against the wall and said his voice loud and dark, "You are mine, that ring shows it and now you are off limits for everyone...understand that?"

"I  KNOW that but you can't go like that, it wasn't like Jussi wanted to kiss me or something...I was just taking care of a friend" You replied trying to pick up your words carefully. Ville just looked at you, his eyes got darker everytime you said a word.

"Don't you realize? He wanted to have you before I claimed you as mine" He replied and you just shocked but didn't want to believe him, "That can't be true Ville, don't be silly plus I love you and I'm having your kids not his and I'm marrying you, you are going to be my husband"

And with that you saw his eyes soften but still they looked hard as emerald, "And I love you and that's why I get so jealous when someone gets so close to you and I'm sorry for acting like this but you are mine and everyone needs to understand that" He said and without speaking any other word he crashed his lips with yours. Wrapping your arms around his neck you welcomed his tonge into your mouth as he took all his anger out with that hot kiss.

You wanted more than anything to spend the night making love with your future husband and that was acomplished as Ville kept you up all night long with various activities and you couldn't be happier...

Ville went back to Finland, but he still called you everyday two times a day. He asked you if you slept, eat and rest, he even told Ville A. to take care of you and if he needed to sleep there in your house, then that he had to. Ville A. was more than happy to know that you were pregnant and was going to take care of you, but you also in two days had to realase your book and you were excited.

You were now seeing the whole book, you already had it, you had to wait until it went into the market on thrusday just two days. Ville A. was preparing coffee for him and an orange for you, he didn't even let you move one finger! You swore that you were going to kill him if he continued like that and Ville for that matter too.

"Ville, I'm not the first one to ever give birth I know Ville told you to take care of me but for fuck's sake I can cook, I can make a damn orange juice" You said as you set the book down and pushed him aside. But he was not going to let you do anything since if something happened to you then Ville would kill him.

"No, I'm here to take care of you and i'm not going to let you do anything so just move and go sit" He replied as he finished, you just sighed and swore you wanted to slap him right across the face.

"Damn, not even my mom is like that"

"About that...what did she said about it?" He asked as he placed the orange juice in front of you and grabbed his coffee sitting in front of you.

"She was very happy about it and so was my dad and sister...she is about to give birth so she went all emotional, you know how pregnant women are, I hope I'm not like that"

Laughing as he set his cup down,he replied "You will, my sister was so I think all the pregnant women are oh can't wait to see that"

Smacking his arm he just said, "Why'd you do that?!"

"Because...anyway what are you doing after the book is realased?" You asked as you stood up to grab a cookie from the counter. Ville A. just shrugged his shoulders and replied, "Going back to Finland and keep on working, what about you?"

"Probably do the same, Ville had called me and told me that I had to go for his birthday that is next week so I guess you are seeing me next week again" You said as you ate your cookie. Yeah right, he was seeing you next week and forever since he knew that Ville wouldn't let you go more now that you were pregnant.

Letting the subject drop, Ville A. decided it was time to get going since he had to do some things and kissing you on the cheek he left. Since you were bored as hell, you decided it was a good time to go and buy new clothes since your tummy was showing a bit and already the clothes were not fitting you.

But before you could go out the door, you heard your cellphone ringing and looking at the caller ID you knew it was him, "Hey baby" You answered which made him smile.

"Hey love, I've been missing you, how are you?" And grabbing your bag, you replied,

"I'm good, Ville A. has just left and I was going to do some shopping since my clothes doesn't fit me anymore" And Ville imagined you with your little tummy showing and felt his heart making pumps.

"God I can't wait to see you and my son" He replied and you smiled as you locked your house's door.

"And I can't wait either! I  told my mom and she is so happy, she said you have to come to USA so we can all make a family dinner, since my sister is about to give birth"

Smiling as he walked down the street to his house, Ville said "I would love to maybe next month since I'm already busy recording the new album and stuff, Seppo is giving me two days for my birthday so I'm happy I can spend more time with you"

"Really? He is? That's amazing! Oh baby I've got an appointment one day before I leave for Finland I will be able to see the baby"

"Oh yeah? Damn I wish I could be there, I want to see him"

"Well you will have many other opportunites I'm sure"

"But this is the first one and I wanted to be there" He said a bit dissapointed, you knew he wanted to but you couldn't wait until he came to USA to see it, it was part of your checks.

"I know, I'm sorry...the good thing is that you are going to see us next week!" You answered to change the subject and Ville smiled as he kept on chatting with you on the phone. You spent a few more minutes talking since you had already arrived at the mall and he had to continue doing his things so saying I love you the two of you hung up.

You looked around and got into a pregnancy store. Grabbing two pairs of jeans, two skirts and a few tops you though that was enough and paying at the cash machine you grabbed the bags and walked back to your house. But a surprise was waiting you at the door.

"What the fuck are you doing here? And how the fuck did you know where I live?" You yelled pissed off as Matt was standing there by your door. He just grinned and replied, "I wanted to talk to you"

"And I don't so go away" You said as you wanted to pushed him off of the door but decided against it. He just sighed and said, "I know you probably won't want to see me again but I was wrong and I want to apologize"

"First of all, you didn't only hurt me but you hurted me boyfriend and I used to trust you but I can't do it anymore, you tried to take advantage of me!"

"I know but I wasn't thinking , I was drunk..." He replied as he wanted to come closer to you. You just backed away from him. If Ville was there right now then Matthias wouldn't be alive.

"Just go away" You demanded and he shook his head, "Not until you forgive me"

"If it means so much to you okay I forgive you but that's all, now go away" You replied not really wanting him to be there but knew that if until you didn't forgive him he wouldn't go. Nodding his head, he took a paper from his pocket and handed it to you, "I will be here for a week, if you want to call me"

"Okay" And he walked past you and down the street. Sighing you put it on your jacket pocket and got into your house. Damn, you thought if Ville found out that you talked to him he would kill you and Matthias for that matter. Trying not to think on that you just took a shower and prepared a sandwich to go to sleep.

The day of the book realased you were very nervous as you took a shower and got dressed in this dress (by the way the photo shows your little bump :D ): Ville was waiting you downstairs since you too had to go to the place where

the book was being realeased with the fans and all. While you did your hair and make-up Ville A. just looked TV, Ville said he would call sometime later to know how it was going and that if I need something to call him.

"I'm done" You said as you came down the stairs and thats when Ville A. looked at your tummy since this dress was a bit tight and your tummy showed more, "Wow it had grown" He said and you looked down at it and smiled nodding your head.

Grabbing your bag, the two of you walked outside and hailed a cab to the place. As soon as you arrived you could see already the line of fans waiting outside to get it and you smiled knowing that this book was going to be famous. The doors were opened an hour later and the two of you sat on a chair and watched as the girls bought it and came to talk to you. The girls went all crazy asking about Ville Valo's questions since they knew you were his girlfriend and asking if it was true that you were pregnant but seeing the tummy they thought it was pretty obvious.

You thought the fans were going to go all crazy about it but they actually congratulated you and told you to tell Ville too. There were also fans of The 69 eyes that asked you about photos on the books and such. You had a lot of fun doing it.

Since you didn't have your bag with you, you didn't hear when Ville was calling your cell and when you went to look for it to see the hour, you saw that you had two missed calls. They were both from Ville so dialing his number you called his cell.

"Baby, how come you weren't answering?" Said Ville worried from the other line.

"I didn't have the cell with me and I was chatting with fans and the like"

"Guess it went well? Congratulations baby" Ville said as he took a puff from his cigarette.

"Thank you baby. I'm so glad this book is going so well already" You said and Ville knew you were happy and that made him happy.

"Im happy to know that baby, now I need to go we are recording some vocals, I love you okay?"

"Okay, I love you too" And the two of you hung up. You went back to the place were the fans were and chatted some more, then you went with the producers and Ville A. dinner and enjoyed the night

You were glad that the week went by fast because you wanted to see Ville so bad, you were arriving the day of his birthday and you had a big surprise to give him but you weren't sure how he was going to take it, you hope it was good. Grabbing your bags and waited to see Ville.

Someone put his hands on your eyes and you knew for the scent of smokes and cologne that it was Ville. Smiling, you asked jokingly, "Oh Jussi we can't have sex here" which made Ville's laughed and as he took his hands from your eyes, you turned around and looked into the most beautiful green eyes you had ever seen and Ville thought exactly the same."Happy birthday!" You said and wrapped your arms around his neck.

Giving you the most beautiful kiss, Ville wrapped his arms around you and pulled away a bit looking down, "Thank you, I'm so happy you are here. Hey there son" He said as he bent down and kissed your little bump which you found really cute. "Oh it has grown" He said with an amused look, not matter how many times he saw it he got shocked all the times, he couldn't believe that a life that you and him had created was there in your womb.

Standing up Ville pecked your lips and said, "Let's go" and grabbed your bags, he was still with the thing of not letting you carry anything and you just rolled your eyes. "I'll give you your gifts at your house" You said and Ville turned to you as he stopped a cab and asked, "Haven't you already given me it? You are here with my son that's enough"

Smiling as he opened the door of the cab for you, you got in and said, "Nope , I have another one" And he smiled and pecked your lips wrapping his arms around your body bringing you closer to him. When you got at his tower, the two of you went out as he payed the cab and you were about to grab your bags but he stopped,

"I'm taking them babe" And you glared at him because he had that cocky smile on his face. Damn you were already 3 months pregnant and Ville was going insane about it and it was just the first trimestre! How were you going to survive the whole pregnancy.

"I have told everyone, I'm not fragile and I'm not about to brake if I carry a bag, Ville" You said as you walked  to the entrance and Ville put the bags down to take the keys from his pocket,

"I'm not taking any risks" He replied and you rolled your eyes as you walked in. Everything was cleaned, well good boy, "I cleaned for you"

And turning around ,you asked with a smile and raising an eyebrow, "You cleaned?"

"Well with a little help from mom" He replied like he had done all the work and his mom had just helped him a bit, but you were sure she did most of it. Anita was very happy knowing that he was going to be a grandma again and so was Kari, there was one more member in the family and they couldn't wait. Now Thaila, Ville's niece, was going to have someone to play with.

"Well you can go and rest, baby" Ville said and you looked at him like he was insane, "It's your birthday I'm not about to go and sleep"

Smiling Ville replied "But we are having the party at night and I want you to rest"

Shaking your head, you said "Nope, plus I want to spend some time with my beautiful boyfriend" And wrapped your arms around his neck as you tiptoed to kiss his full lips. How you loved his taste, his breath as he breathed into your mouth and his hands as they travelled over your body.

Things were getting hot and the two of you had managed to get into Ville's room and as he gently placed you on the bed, he took his tshirt and unbottoned his pants,but he still had them on so you could take them out. He was being gentle as he remembered that his son was resting there in your womb and he didn't want to hurt him.

Taking your tshirt and jeans off your body he gently massaged his hands on your breast and down to your wet spot which made you moan a bit since you haven't felt him in such long three weeks. You loved how careful he treated you like you were glass and you loved how his caresses made your heart skipped a bit.

As you layed naked in front of him, he pulled out a bit and took his time admiring your body and seeing your little bump there he got hard as a rock as he quickly took his pants off and entered you softly. You moaned as you felt him moved inside you and gave you pleasure that you had never felt before, only with him. Not even with your dead husband did you feel like this.

Ville loved the feeling of being into you and groaned in pleasure as he slipped in and out with a slow pace just to take on the whole feeling bit by bit. The feeling of you moaning his name in his ear made him harder and cummed just inmediatly after you. Damn he had missed being with you, he needed to have you with him forever...and he was going to have it.

Ville and you just stayed in and laid down together just in each others arms, you needed it, you needed to know he was there for you. Ville now had plans for the future and now that you were having his baby, he knew he could started them and he knew you would say 'yes'.

Looking down at your beautiful face, he spoke "Baby, do you want something to eat?" Seeing as it was already 7 p.m. and that you had been laying down all day. You looked up at him, you were dazed for a lot of time, you had felt asleep but now you were awake and didn't want to break the peaceful moment you were having. "Sure" You replied and he smiled pecking your lips.

The two of you stood up and walked to the kitchen, Ville wanted to cook but his poor culinary skills prevented him for doing something more than ice. "Eh well let's see what we can do with this" He said as he took some spaghetti. You just shook your head with a smile.

"Leave it to me, you want to eat spaghetti?" You asked and he just nodded his head, "But I wanted to cook for you" He replied with a pout and you just smile and pecked his lips softly

"You watch and learn, and maybe then you can cook for me" And with that you started preparing everything to start cooking, Ville watching you every move and you found it cute. He couldn't believe that soon that flat stomache was going to grow into a bump and then into a full round tummy, he was expecting it so much and he couldn't help but be turned on by thinking that.

While you waited for it to get finished, you turned to Ville and saw the hunger on his eyes. Raising an eyebrow at that look, you knew what he wanted but you just couldn't do it there so asking, "Ville?"

He just inched to you and backed you against the counter and since you were wearing your red silk gown that you used to sleep since the two of you were taking a nap, he just slid the straps making it fell to your feet. You just looked at him and he at you.

You knew what was coming next and it was him kissing you softly and sat you on the counter so you could wrap your legs around his waist. Ville missed your body, his hands running through all of it as he got used to it once again. And unbuclking his pants and him taking yours, he asked "Would it hurt the baby?"

Shaking his head, you replied "Be soft" And nodding his head he pulled you down for a kiss once again and entered you softly. As soon as he got into you, you moaned loud as you had missed him into you and the feeling of it made you felt in heaven. He moved in and out slowly and carefully just not to hurt you or his son, because he knew it was going to be a boy, he felt it plus Valo's only had boys no girls.

You moaned as you were about to reach your climax and Ville tried to hold himself of going faster as he was too reaching his climax. The both of you exploded with a loud moan and thats when you heard the water boiling and looking at your side you saw the water splashing everywhere. Pushing Ville, not gently at all, you put the fire down a bit. "Well that can't happen" You said and Ville laughed while putting his pants on.

"I will have that on mind" And watched you as you put on your pants and admired your body. You were perfect for him and your bodies fit perfectly one another. He got so horny once again at your sight that he wanted to have you again. And while he wrapped his arms around your waist and started kissing your neck, you just pushed him, "What are you? A damn rabbit? I need to finish cooking"

And Ville just grinned making you shook your head and put the pasta on the water. "Go and watch some tv" You demanded him and he just did it. He sat on the couch and turned on the tv. And surprinsly Bam was on. "Oh I forgot! Bam was coming, where the fuck is Missy?" Ville asked as he looked up from the couch at you.

Shrugging your shoulder, you replied "She must have gone pick up Bam of the airport, why don't you call Bam and tell them to come over to eat I will put some more" And nodding his head, Ville took out his cellphone and dialed Bam's number. With a few words, Bam accepted and said that the two of you were on their way.

"They are on their way" Said Ville and you nodded your head. Taking out the pasta, you prepared it in a big bowl and then started putting the table. "Let me help" Said Ville as he grabbed the rest of the things. You heard a knock on the door, "I get it" You said and walked to it opening the door.

A grin from Bam's lips and a smile from Missy told you that they had a good time while they were away. "Well come in" You said and moved so they could walk in. Soon Ville and Bam were catching up in men's talk and you and Missy finished putting the table since Ville forgot about it.

"So how did Ville take it? Good right?" Asked Missy as he saw the boys sitting on the couch chatting. Looking up at her with a smile, you nodded your head, "He is so happy, I'm shocked"

Smiling, she replied "I knew that, I heard when he was talking with Bam about it, he wanted a kid more now that he says he is getting old"

"So have you told Bam about the baby?" You whispered and she looked up at you and shook her head

"I want to tell him after eating that way he will have Ville if he freaks out" She replied.

Shaking your head, you laughed "That's ridiculous, but anyway, let's eat" And putting the bowl on the table, you called the boys that chatted non stop and while he sat you served them. The four of you started eating and chatting, most about your baby than anything else.

"It's going to be a boy, that's for sure" Ville said and you turned to him and replied,

"And what if it's a girl?"

Shrugging his shoulder, "It's not going to be a girl, but if it is well it's okay"

Shaking your head, you just continued chatting with Missy and as you all finished you started cleaning the table with her. The boys went to the living room and continued chatting, you swore they chatted more than girls. "I think now is the time" Whispered Missy to you as he looked at Bam sitting on the living room.

Nodding your head, you just hugged her and said, "Good luck"

But Missy just looked at you with that crazy look, "You are coming with me" And grabbing your hand, she pushed you into the living room at the questionable looks on Ville's and Bam's face. "What's wrong darling?" Asked Ville and you just shook your head and pointed to Missy,

"She wants to tell you something, well more Bam than us" And that got Bam raising his eyebrow. Missy took a long gulp and looked at you as she was finding the strenght to tell Bam. It was difficult and she understood when you couldn't tell Ville the other day.

"Well Bam...mhmm well I'm , we are pregnant" And Bam's face you swore it turned white as a sheet and as you waited for his reply, you held Missy's hand as you swore that she went pale too. Ville, being the wiser there, stood up and grabbed your hand carefully taking you away from the scene, letting the two lovers talked about the bussiness, since he knew this was one topic they could only talk with one another and nobdy should be in between.

"Ville, where are we going?" You asked as he took you upstairs, "Grab some jacket, we are going out for a few, they need to talk alone" He whispered as he didn't want them to hear. Not really wanting to argue with him and since there was no point on it, you just went into your bedroom and grabbed a jacket. You have changed of clothes before Bam and Missy got there and you were in jeans, white top and now black jacket.

Walking out of the back door, since neither of you wanted to go through the living room where Bam and Missy were 'talking', Ville entwined his fingers with you and started walking to the mall that was just a few blocks away. "I need to buy some cds and stuff" Ville replied as you have just asked him what he needed from there.

"I see, Ville...your birthday is coming soon and I was wondering, and I know I shouldn't ask but I will before I buy something and you don't like it, what would you like for it?" Looking up at him as you kept on walking, he turned his face to you and smiled,

"Just you and my kid to be with me" And smiling back, you replied "You'll have me and the baby with you, but you had to tell me something that I could buy"

"You know I'm not into getting gifts and stuff I just like to be with the people I love and care about, that's all I ask" He said and it made you melt, "You are so cute" You said and he just laughed and kissed the top of your head. "And you are so beautiful"

Walking into the mall, you and Ville set about looking for the music he wanted to. Many fans had stopped him but you didn't matter, you enjoyed watching him as he signed autograph and made people happy, it was one thing you loved about him, that he could be so good with his fans and take his time making them happy. It was more than a job to him, he felt it so deep and he was so glad that he could have all of  that he ever dreamt of...a great career, the love of his life and soon a family.

While you waited for Ville to sign some autograph, you walked to a baby's store and watched the window as many tiny things were showed. You saw little outfits that you knew that your son or daughter couldn't wear because there was no way that Ville would want to. Little overrals and baseball outfits or little pink dresses, that was not in Ville's plans since he was going to dress his kid as a rocker boy or girl.

You felt a pair of arms wrapped around your waist from behind and looking up you saw Ville's smiling face, "Picturing our baby dressed like that?"

"There is no way you will want our kid to put on something like that" You replied which made him laughed and nodded his head,

"That's so true, I need to start buying Black Sabbath's and KISS' little tshirts" He said and you just laughed as he continued naming bands that he would want his son to wear. Ville got the things he wanted and soon the two of you were on your way back. He decided to call Bam first to see if everything was okay or if they needed more time and dialing his number he waited for Bam to pick up.

"Yo Zille"

"Hey Bam Bam, so how's everything?" And he knew by the tone of Bam's voice that everything was okay, but he asked anyway.

"All good, actually I couldn't be happier. Dude we are going to be parents" Said Bam and Ville just smiled at you letting you know everything was fine and that's when you sighed relieve.

"That's right, a little singer and a little skater" Replied Ville which made Bam laughed.

"Well we need to go celebrate this, so come on so we can go have some drinks while our girls sip of water" And agreeing with a laugh, Ville hung up and the two of you made your way back to your house all the walk just enjoying to be with each other and happy.

Opps took long right? Im soowwy I just didn't have the inspiration to continue, plus I graduated and I'm like very busy at this point! But thanks for waiting! I'd appreaciate if you could tell me if you like this story or not, or if I need to change anything, you tell me :D

Thank you for reading!! Char69

"What?" You asked to Missy as she kept that suspicious smile on her face, "Have you got your period yet?" She asked and your jaw dropped.

"Why do you ask that? Do you think that I...No I can't be" You said as you started shaking your head. She looked at you with a smile still on her face,

"Why not? Have you used condom all the time?" She asked as she saw you walked back and forth on the living room with your hand on your front.

"Fuck...no we haven't but I'm on the pill how can that happened?" You asked as you turned to Missy and she shrugged.

"Why don't we go to the hospital and see what they say there?" She suggested and looking at her debating wether to go or not. You just thought that it was better to know and nodding your head, you asked for five minutes and went to put on your shoes.

Arriving at the hospital, you heard your cellphone ringing and seeing the caller ID, you knew it was Ville. You didn't want to pick up because you were nervous enough about this whole situation and you were scared that you would say something to him or burst into tears because at any moment you knew you would.

"It's Ville, what do I do?" You asked to Missy as you were walking into the hospital. She turned to you and replied, "I'll answer and say that you are taking a shower" And grabbed your cellphone. She told Ville that you were on the bathroom and that he could call you later and hanging up he gave the cell back.

"He said he will call you later" And nodding your head you went to the reception desk and asked for your doctor. Asking for your name, the secretary told you that you could sit and the doctor will see you in a few minutes. You didn't want to sit, you were nervous and pale as a sheet as you thought about being pregnant. How was Ville going to react to it?...

"Mrs. Michaels" You heard and looking up, you saw your doctor coming to you. Shaking hands with him you went into his office and sat. "Okay, well let's see..." He said as he read the paper that his secretary gave him.

"You have been throwing up and having a delay on your period, am I right?" He said looking up at you. You just couldn't talk, so you nodded your head at him.

"Okay, I will give you something to put on and then you will lay there so I can see that tummy" Again nodding your head but not moving, Missy whispered, "Char, you need to go and change" And looking at her, you stood up and grabbed the clothes the doctor gave you.

Changing into them, you layed as he told and he started touching your tummy. Making sounds like 'aha' or 'umhm' you just waited until he told you if you were pregnant or not. "Well I'm pretty certain that you are pregnant about a month old but a blood test will confirm it"

And you once again froze, you turned to Missy that smile simpathetically. She knew that Ville would love the idea of having a child with you, it was just a matter of time that yousee that you also wanted it.

Running the blood test, you waited for an hour until the results were done, and once you got them you went back to your doctor. He opened the envelop and looked at the results and saying, "Well good news, you are pregnant, congratulations" You just looked at him and that's when your voice came out,

"Doctor, how could I be if I'm on the pill?" You asked confused, you have taken your pills everyday, you never forget about it.

"Well have you been eating and sleeping right?" He asked and you just shook your head, not really knowing why he asked that.

"That confirms it. Sometimes when people aren't eating right or sleeping, the pill tends to fail but only in weird cases, looks like we have one here" Nodding your head still dumbfounded, you shook hands with your doctor as he told you to make an appointment for the next month.

You were silent all the ride from the hospital to your house. Missy decided to drive since she didn't want you to because of your shocked state. She looked over at you once she parked and saw that you looked daze and worried. "Don't worry darling, Ville will love the idea"

Looking up at her, with tears in your eyes, you replied, "I have never thought that I would have a kid so soon...I'm not ready" as you bursted into tears making Missy to hug you. "Darling, listen, we haven't born knowing, we learn as time goes by. I'm sure you will be ready the moment you look into your kid's eyes" Missy said as you cried on her shoulder.

"I don't know what to do, how am I going to tell Ville?" You asked not expecting an answer. Missy pulled away making you look at her. "You should call him and tell him"

Shaking your head, you replied "I can't do that, what if he hangs up on me? What am I going to do then?"

"He won't do that, and we will do it together that way If something happens I will be by your side...Now we will call him and tell him about the baby" She said and you just couldn't say otherwise because you didn't have any other plan as to how to tell him. And plus if you had someone by your side it will make you feel better.

Getting into your house once again, you sat on the couch and took the cellphone out of your jacket's pocket. Looking at it, you just didn't have the courage to dial his number. "Char, don't be so scared" Said Missy as she sat next to you and rested her hand on your shoulder.

"I will do it" And dailing his number, you put it to your ear and waited for him to answer...or maybe not to answer. But alas he replied with a, "Ello sweetheart"

And you didn't know why but the second you heard his voice, the second you bursted once again into tears and you didn't know why but you kept the cellphone to your ear as you heard Ville worried asking what was wrong.

"Ville, you are going to hate me" You said sobbing and with that sentence Ville's mind started thinking about many horrible things that you could possibly had done in the time you spent apart.

"Why? What's wrong?"

"I-I-I don't know how to tell you" And you kept on crying. That's when Missy made you look at her and told you "Come on, you can do it"

"Anything that you need to say, baby it will be fine" Ville replied wanting to know as soon as possible what was this all about.

"I am- I mean we are...we are..." And Ville didn't need any more words as he already knew what you were talking about and it brought the biggest smile in all the times to his face.

"You are pregnant?" Ville asked and you just cried on the phone.

"Yes" You just said and Ville wondered why you were crying, but decided that actions will be better than talking through a phone. "I'm on my way there, I will catch the first flight. I love you" And hung up on you. You looked at Missy and just said, "He hung up on me"

"What?! What did he say?" She asked shocked that Ville's reaction wasn't possitive. Bam had told her that Ville wanted a kid and now he didn't?

"He told me that he is catching the first plane to LA" You replied with tears still in your eyes.

"Well that's positive, isn't it? Look I will stay with you until Ville arrives okay?" Missy replied and  you looked at her,

"But he won't here at least until tomorrow's night" And nodding her head she just replied, "I will stay over if it doesn't bother you"

Shaking your head, you smiled a weak smile and said, "Thank you" And hugging her the both of you decided to eat something and then go to sleep after all the conmotion from that day, you needed a good night rest.

The next morning once again you woke up at your stomache rolling. But this time, Missy was on your side holding your hair. Seeing you puking, made her stomache also roll and running to the sink, since you were using the toilet, she puked the contents in her stomache.

Once you were done with it, you looked up at her that was washing her mouth and said, "This sucks" Which made her laugh and nodded her head because she wasn't feeling so good either.

"Yesterday tea calmed me so I guess I should do tea for the both of us" And she nodded her head and helped you up. Going into the kitchen, you started making the tea and while you waited for the water to boil, you went to check out your cellphone. Seeing that you had one voice message from Ville, you heard it.

"Hey baby, it's me Ville.  I'm just calling you to tell you that I had found an early flight and I'm arriving there around 4 p.m. . I love you"  And putting the phone down, you didn't know how you were going to react the moment you saw him in front of you. Your thoughts were interrupeted by hearing the whisteling from the water already boiling. Pouring the water on a cup you put the tea and waited for it to get ready.

Missy came in a few minutes later and asked, "So have you heard anything about Ville? Bam had just called me and told me that Ville asked if he could use the private jet from Adio"

And turning to hear, shocked that Ville would do such thing, you replied "He left me a voice message telling me that he will be here around 4 pm. I didn't think he was going to call Bam to ask him for that"

Nodding her head, she grabbed her tea and said, "Well yeah, Bam told me that he is coming here too. So that way we can be all together" And now you nodded your head as you sipped on your tea and counted down the minutes to see Ville once again.

Ville landed on LA and he didn't even think about it and grabbed his bag heading to take a cab. Getting in, he gave directions to your apartment and soon he was on his way there. He was so anxious, he couldn't believe you were pregnant, that was his dream come true and he couldn't wait to see you and gave you the longest and tenderest kiss of all the times. And soon as his thoughts drifted into many things, he didn't realize that he was on your door.

Paying the cab, he went out and headed to your door and taking a deep breath, the smile never leaving his face, he knocked on the door. You were putting on some clothes when you heard a knock on the door. You froze because you knew it was Ville and you still hadn't got anything to tell him.

"Char, Ville is here" Said Missy as she came into the room and you nodded your head zipping your jeans. Walking out of the room, you saw him standing there in the living room, his bag on the floor next to him  and the biggest smile on his face as he saw you.

Walking to him, you just hugged him since you didn't have any other way to express yourself at the moment and Ville neither, so hugging you back he held you closed as he told you all kinds of pretty things on your ear, "I'm so happy, baby, you don't know how much"

Looking up at him, you didn't know why you were crying, but you were and replied "Are you really?"

Smiling, he nodded his head as he gave you the cuttest kiss he had ever given to anyone. Your tears felt from your eyes as a huge weight was lifted off of your shoulder. Knowing that Ville was in this with you made you happy and relief in a certain way. Missy seeing how the two lover birds were getting along, decided to quietly go out of the house and went to pick up her lover at the airport.

Pulling away Ville just looked into your eyes and said, "You have made me the happiest men on earth" And put his hand on your tummy which made you looked down at them and felt butterflies on your stomache. You rested yours on top of his and looked deep into his eyes. "I love you" You said at which he replied with a smile and, "And I love you more" And pecked your lips

Ville wasn't so adamant on going to the grand opening of Matt's bar, but with all your begging he couldn't say no, plus he wasn't going to let you go alone when Matt was around. Ville couldn't stand that man, he knew that Matt wanted to have something with you, Ville saw the look on Matt's eyes when he looked at you.

"I'm ready!" You said while walking into the living room where Ville was stood just looking daze and the second you got in he looked up at you and smiled.

"Ready to go?" He asked and you nodded your head pecking his lips. "You look gorgeus really" He said and then add "But you always do" Which made you giggled and blushed a bit. You were dressed in a jean skirt, white strapless top and brown jacket with your high hells boots.

Arriving into the place, you gave both of your names to the body guard on the door that had the VIP list and he let you in. Ville didn't let go of your hand as you were looking for someone known around the place. Not such luck since they were all strangers for you. Shrugging, you turned to Ville and saw him looking around lost.

"I know you didn't want to come but do it for me" You said with a pouty look and he nodded his head, "This bar seems so...I don't know, gay?"

Laughing, you shook your head and replied, "I think it's for rich people, but I don't know" You said and looked up at him and into his bright green eyes. Well, he thought, it was better to be by your side than to be alone at his house. Wrapping his arms around your waist, he brought you closed to him and looked around as you rested your head on his chest while Ville leaned against the bar stool.

A few minutes went by when you you felt someone tapping your shoulder. Feeling Ville tensed, you turned around and saw Matt with a warm smile. "Matt!" You said and gave him a hug which he gladly returned and sent a look to Ville, those of triumph.

"This place looks amazing, really" You said and he smiled, "It does? Thanks" He replied and turned to Ville about to introduce him to Matt eventhough they already knew each other but there was never a formal meet.

"Well Matt this is my boyfriend, Ville" You said as you saw the looks Ville was sending Matt, one of hatred that was. "Oh hey there" Matt said and extended his hand like a perfect gentleman to shake with Ville's. Ville shook it with him and quickly let go of him, he was sure he didn't like this man at all.

"Want something to drink?" Matt asked and you turned to Ville, who shook his head, and you nodded "I would like a beer, he doesn't want anything" You replied and Matt asked for two beers and then turned to you. He hated that Ville had his arms wrapped around you, eventhough Ville was his idol, he hated him now.

"Here you go" Said Matt as he handed you the beer and he drunk his whisky. Thanking him, you took a long sip of your beer hoping that the looks their were sending each other would just stop, you didn't even understand why Matt was sending those looks to Ville, not that he likes you...or so you thought. Oh you knew that Ville was pissed off now, his arms were protectively around your waist and his look was anything but friendly.

"I have to show you something" Said Matt about to grab your hand so you could follow him, but before Ville could give a step, he stopped him, "Just you, Char" Turning to Ville, giving him the look of 'I don't want to leave you', he understood and let you go, not before locking his jaw.

Maneveuring you through the crow, he arrived to the VIP area that was totally apart from the normal area. Opening one door, you looked around and saw a room just lit with candles and flower scent could be smell. You felt that something wasn't right and the moment you turned around to ask Matt what was all this about, you had him in front of you and crashing his mouth against yours.

You tried to wiggle but his grip was way too strong. Pushing him harder this time, he hit his back against the wall and you slammed his right cheek. "What the fuck do you think you are doing?!"

"Can't you see it? I want you, he is not right for you, he is a fucking sad drug addict rocker. You deserve more than that, a fine gentleman, just like me" He said as he once again was inching to you.

"Are you fucking drunk? Ville is not a drug addict, he has been actually sober for more than a year. I love him and you have to understand that" You replied as you back away from him. He was scaring you right now.

"You don't love him! You can't love him..." Now your back was against the wall, you thought, you were lost. "You have to love me, I found you and I want you. Believe me when I say I get everything I want"

You wanted to scream but he caught your mouth in a kiss. Trying to push him away, you couldn't this time since he had you pinned agaist the wall. Moving your head to the side, he grabbed it with his hands strong enough making you open your mouth even if you didn't want to.

"Let me go!" You screamed against his mouth, but he just wouldn't heard you. You could smell the alcohol in his breath.

You were taking too long for Ville's liking and he wasn't about to be around all this snob people, so going to the way Matt's took you he came through a door. Hearing someone screaming, he knew that was your voice and wanting to come into the room since his blood was starting to rush at the thought of Matthias hurting you, he was stopped by a body guard.

"Where do you think you are going?" The big man said. Ville could swear that if he had to beat this man to get in to get you, he would, so replying "My girlfriend is there, buddy, she is getting hurted"

"My boss told me that I couldn't let anyone in and I just follow orders"

"What the fuck?! There is a lady there getting hurted and you aren't doing anything? Well good news for you, I am" And trying to push the big man, not such luck since he pinned Ville against the wall in a suffering pose.

"LET ME GO" You screamed to Matthias and you didn't know where you found the strenght to knell him in his balls sending him to the floor. Running to the door, you opened it and saw a big  body guard pinning Ville against the wall. You started to hit the man in the arm on a poor intent for him to let Ville go.

"Baby, don't do anything I'm fine" Ville tried to say as he didn't want you to get hurted. But the truth was that his nose was bleeding.

"Let him fucking go, you fat ass" You screamed to the big body guard and looking at you, he replied "What are you doing here? How did you come out?" And seeing through the door, he saw his boss on the floor in pain. Letting go of Ville, he turned to you and you hugged him.

"I'm sorry, so sorry" You said as you kissed his bloody lips repeadtly.

"Let's get the hell out of here" He said as he grabbed your hand and started his way out. Once you were out of the club, the two of you hailed a cab to Ville's house, since his lips and nose were bleeding. You wanted to cry so bad, he got hurted because of you and you couldn't stand that.

He wouldn't even talk to you in all the ride and you could felt the silent tears leaving your eyes. Letting out a little sob, Ville turned to you but since you were looking out the window, he couldn't see you were crying. Turning your head with his right hand he saw the tears coming down your face. "What's wrong?" He asked as you look into his face and seeing the dried blood on it, you cried even worst.

"You got hurted and it's all my fault" You said now bursting into tears. Ville shook his head and wrapped his arms around you, he wasn't mad with you, he was mad at the fact that Matthias was hurting you and he couldn't beat the shit ouf of him. "Don't ever say that again...I'm not mad at you. I just wish I could beat the shit out of that dickhead" He replied softly on your ear. Looking up at him, you touched the blood on his face and felt bad about it all over again.

"I'm sorry" You whispered and kissed his lips softly, tasting his blood, you didn't care. "I love you" You said against his lips which made him smile, "And I love you"

Arriving at his house, you went to the bathroom and grabbed alcohol and a tissue to clean his wound. He sat on the couch and you sat straddling his waist so you could have him in front of you at the same level and you could clean him better. He whined a bit and you blew the wound so it will stink less.

"It's okay I'm almost finished" You said as you finished with the lip. Grabbing the things you used, you stood up and went to threw the tissues on the trashcan and the alcohol on the bathroom's cabinet. Walking back into the living room ,you saw Ville still sat on the couch looking daze.

You sat once again straddling his lap which made him looked up at you, "Thank you" He said and you shook your head, "No problem...I'm sorry about tonight, I should have known..." You started but Ville shushed you with his fingertips and wrapped his arms around your waist bringing you closer yo him, "You don't have to be sorry about anything, but believe me when I say that If this motherfucker gets near you, he is going to be dead" Ville said with his possesively tone.

Nodding your head since you didn't want to have anything to do with Matthias either, you looked at him as he said, "Now, I want you to tell me what did he do to you"

Shaking your head, since if you told him what he had done to you, he was going to be out the house before you could finish to beat his ass, you decided that he was better at not knowing, "Let's just drop the subject"

"No, tell me" He demanded at which you sighed. He had that look that told you that you couldn't say otherwise. "Well he forced himself on me, told me that you weren't for me and that he loved me. I kneeled him on the balls and ran out of that room. That's when I saw you and the rest you know"

Ville could swore that his blood started boiling at the thought of Matthias touching you, "I'm going to fucking kill him" Ville said about to stand up but since you were on his lap you stopped him, "No, no Ville"

"What? Do you think I'm going to leave things like that? No, he touched my woman, he will have the beat he deserves" Ville said anger in his voice as he took you from his lap putting you next to him on the couch and stood up grabbing his jacket. Quickly standing up, you grabbed his arm and made him turned around.

"Don't go, he can hurt you. Please, he has his fucking body guards" You pleaded and Ville just look at you. He wanted to beat the shit out of this man, but he didn't want to hurt you by going.

"Okay, I will stay but heaven help him if we cross path with him" Ville said and you smiled. "Thank you" You said kissing his lips softly and wrapping your arms around his neck bringing him closer to you. He wrapped his arms around your waist and decided that this was better than going to waste time in a dickhead.

The week with Ville went by fast. You had to go back to USA and continued with the book that you were soon going to release. You were happy about that because you knew this book was going to be very famous and you couldn't wait. Ville wasn't happy on the other side since he didn't want to let you go. He wished he could have you by his side all the time but he knew that he couldn't...for now.

"Okay, call me every chance you get okay?" You said as you kissed his lips softly. Nodding his head since he didn't want to reply and brake the kiss, he continued kissing.

"I love you, so much." He said and you smiled against his lips, "I love you more" And with that you boarded the plane once again to USA.

Ville A. greeted you in the airport back on LA and you gave him a big hug. He caught you up in everything about the book and said that it had to be release in two weeks so you had to finish the last touches on it. It was almost done it need just the perfection you add to all your works.

Once again you had barely time to eat and sleep but Ville was calling every night to see how you were doing, if you were eating and sleeping like you should. One morning, you woke up with your stomach hurting and running to the bathroom you threw up all the food from the night before.

"Fuck" You muttered as you were feeling pretty groggy. Washing your mouth you thought about any reason as why to vomit and thinking that yesterday's night you had only one beer you blamed the puking at it. Quickly forgetting about it, you made a tea for yourself and started drinking it which made you feel better.

You heard your cellphone ringing and looking at the ID you replied, it was Missy, Bam's wife "Hey there!" Said Missy and you smiled,

"Hey Missy, how are you doing?"

"I'm great, you know I'm on LA came to visit a friend, I will pay you a visit what do you say?"

"Oh that would be great! Here have the adress" And with that you gave her the adress of your house and she told you that she would be there in a few minutes. Deciding to go change since you were wearing your pjs, you put on blue jeans, HIM's tshirt. You heard a knock on the door and went downstairs. Opening the door you saw Missy looking radiant, "Missy" You said and hugged her.

"Oh my god Char I have just found out something, I'm so excited!" She said as she came in. You smiled and said, "Well tell me!"

"Okay, oh god I don't know how I'm going to tell Bam about this...I found out this morning that I'm pregnant!" She said and your jaw dropped.

"What?! Oh my god congratulations!!" You said and hugged her once again. Soon chat turned about the baby and how she was going to tell Bam. Missy noticed that you were pale as a sheet, so she decided to ask, "Are you feeling okay? You look pale"

"Now I'm fine in the morning I was feeling nauseous, I threw up and everything. But I drunk a tea and I feel better now"

"What do you think caused it?" Asked Missy suspiciously. You just shrugged your shoulders and replied,

"I don't know, I had a beer yesterday maybe it was that" You said since you didn't think much on it. Missy gave you a look and then a smile,

"I think I know what caused it"

Raising an eyebrow questionably, you waited for her to continue...

Maybe she ate something that made her sick...who knows, you will have to stay tunned to know about it...OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY VILLE!!!